Sunday, August 30, 2009

semi/very urgent prayer request.

I was going to write this as a prayer request in the prayer letter I am about to send out....but I realized this is something that needs to be addressed sooner than people will get my letter! So if anyone reads this in the next few days please pray!!!

The book Dear Panama that we have been working really hard on is done, which is such a huge blessing and answer to prayer!! We have hard copies and we couldnt be happier (or prouder). They really express the beauty and struggle of the orphans in Panama. We really feel that God is pleased with the message of the books!

However there are two big things standing in the way of the story of Dear Panama being told in this beautiful country. One, we need the funds. We hope to get the funds by being sponsored by the government and getting the books published, which brings me to big-thing-standing-in-the-way-#2. The government doesnt allow photos of orphans to be published anywhere, and so for this book to be an exception would require the book to really speak to the heart of whatever government official it needs to speak to. If this happens, the book has a good chance of doing what we have prayed it would do...change things in Panama. Raise awareness so that these beautiful orphans have a chance at having a safe home, a LOVING family.

So please pray that when Matt and Misty take the book to be approved, God would move the hearts of the people reading it and it would funded and passed out all over Panama (and maybe even America!) so that God can do His work through the book.

How cool would it be if in the states people started having a heart for adopting Panamanian orphans? They are beautiful special children that Jesus loves! I think it could happen!

All we can do now is pray!!

Thanks!

In Him,
Cambria

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Photos!


Here are some of my favorite photos from life in Panama.

Unfortunately, I cannot upload photos of any of the orphans faces or write their real names...until further notice. (The government has some rules for the protection of the kids...which is good, but a bummer for me) :)

We stayed at an orphange for 3 days...it was such an amazing time to get to know these kids and show them the love of Christ that they are so in need of.

Though the basic needs of the children are met, they lack the special care and love that comes from a real family. They are neglected and often suffer abuse. They suffer symptoms of institutionalization and if they are never adopted they will most likely end up abandoning their own children. It is a cycle in Panama that we are trying to break by coming alongside Matt and Misty (directors of Hearts Cry Children's Ministry) and helping raise awareness of the orphan problem and promoting adoption and foster care.

Most Panamanians dont know there are orphans here. There are VERY little adoptions that take place. As things are now, the odds are against any of these kids ever having a family.

Since orphans are looked down on...the chances of these kids ever having a normal life is slim unless they one day find a real family.

These are the things the publication we are making addresses.

He is 2. I especially loved him and I like to think he liked me too :)
He has three siblings in the orphanage with him, and we found out their mother is a prostitute.
By Panama's definition he is not an orphan because his mom is still alive...


We saw a sloth at the orphanage. It was cool to see, but my favorite part was how the kids reacted to it! They were fascinated. Almost as much as me.


She is the oldest in the orphanage, and everyone knows it :)


....she is the sister of the boy before...and the oldest of the clan. She was quite the personality, but when we took the cameras out she got very shy


We made paper cut out masks for them, they loved it!


Now for some city photography....
Casco Viejo. Or something similar to that name. I am never really sure :)


not to go totally off topic or anything....


I just really love shooting in the city...















Thanks for reading...
Love,
Cambria

truth :)

In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
‘Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life’s first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
‘til He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I’ll stand

Monday, August 17, 2009

while im at it.

I'm blog happy today!!!
But I just remembered that I was gonna post a blog about the most important reason I am here in Panama. DUR!
Although I do believe God has really used my team to impact people in the Ngobe and beyond, I feel that the thing God is really doing through us is sharing his heart for the orphans of Panama.

Here in DTS we talk in seasons.
This is a good season.
Starting today.
I made a willing decision last night that I am going to be happy. I said "God, I trust you with my life. And only you will bring me joy. So I will rely on you fully."
Got a problem with that Satan? bite me.
Sorry.....

I am just really in a great mood today...could you tell by my productivity?

So I am going to try to make this brief. Seriously. I hope.

From week one God put orphans on our hearts.
We were introduced to a couple who only in the past few years started a ministry out here in Panama for orphans. They dropped everything in their comfortable lives in North Carolina to move here after God clearly called them to do so. You see, they had been looking to adopt, and they were brought to Panama in the process. They soon found out that adoption is RARE here...and international adoption impossible. So they came here and started Hearts Cry Children Ministry(check em out- heartscrychildren.com).

When we arrived we met with them and decided we would work alongside them to raise awareness about the orphan problem. They told us there are roughly 50,000 orphans in Panama. This is not widely recognized because when they count orphans they only count children whose parents are both dead...not children who are abandoned. Plus no one really bothers counting. As a result many people dont even know there is an orphan problem at all. (we spoke at a church and no one had ANY IDEA there was an orphan problem!!)

What is more there is a cycle that continues because of institutionalization. The kids are raised in much less than ideal living situations (there is often abuse from care-takers and other children, the kids often experiment sexually with each other, and there is always some form of neglect), homes are never found for them (because of the lack of adoption and foster programs), so they grow up not receiving the care they need and end up in crime and eventually they abandon their own children. It is a cycle that is visibly getting worse.

I am not going to go into extreme depth about the orphan problem here for one reason.
We are putting out a publication!!

That is what this blog is about!

I need prayer in this time because my team is working day and night to finish a book we are making before we leave in a couple weeks.
It is my prayer that the book is effective. Without God it is nothing. We have been praying since we knew we were going to be making a publication God's hand would guide us because through Him this book could make a difference!!

So. We have visited various orphanages and conducted interviews learning stories and spending time with the orphans and caretakers of Panama. Now we are putting these stories together into a book with PHOTOS we have taken that will be published in spanish (dont worry ill have an english version in PDF for you all to see!). Every page in the book is a photo, all photos taken by my team! More importantly, the stories. We have personal journal entries from our experiences, journal entries from kid's perspectives, and from people who have been adopted. It is so exciting to see it coming together. When it is finished it will be handed out to people all over Panama to start raising awareness about the orphan problem!

We hope to pass out the majority of the publications in churches in Panama because we believe the church can raise up in Panama and make a huge difference.

Praise report: Matt and misty wrote a proposal to the government. It essentially outlines the problem and presents a solution (basically enforcing the laws that are in place and making new laws) so that proper homes can be found for these children. Misty was a lawyer in the States, and so as you can imagine the legal knowledge helped tremendously and they were able to produce an AMAZING proposal. Well, the week we arrived here in Panama a new president was elected into office. His name is Martinelli. The last president didnt care about orphans, and the system became very inefficient as a result. All orphanages are owned by the government, and government officials try to find family members to take kids once they are orphaned. There is a law in place that says within 6 months if a relative doesnt claim the orphan then they are not eligible to have the kid. But they ignore this law and try for years to get the kid out of orphanges (to get the ugly numbers down), even if this means putting the kid into a totally unsafe environment. Anyhow, the new president. What an amazing time for him to come into office. It just so happens that Martinelli's sister has a heart for orphans and is doing work of her own with them. Matt and Misty had already met her not knowing she was related to someone who would run for office. She totally loves Matt and Misty too. All of this to say that there was a great platform for Matt and Misty to start with. Anyway, last week they had the long awaited meeting at the government building to propose their...well...proposal? hehe....anyway...IT WENT AMAZINGLY. Not only did they totally support all of their ideas, they MADE OFFICE SPACE for them!! They started today!! We havent had a report back yet on their first day..but HOW COOL HUH?

All of this goes to show that God really did have a purpose for me and my team here in Panama. I mean, what a perfect time for us to come. During all of this proposal stuff. Now that they have approval to get adoption and foster programs running they can finally start seeing their visions for Panama's children come true. And to help them let people know they will have our publication to hand out. The thing is is that no one really adopts because there are negative connotations with orphan insinuating that they could never be suitable for a middle class family..its like they are like animals. People would be embarrassed to be seen with them! So sad. So our book makes it clear that these kids are beautiful and wonderful and LOVED and yeah. ITS ALL JUST SO EXCITING.

That is all for now.

I will put pictures up from my visits to orphanages soon.

Questions?
Please ask.
Blessings!
Cambria.

Just cuz.

I feel inspired.
God is so good.
I just want to praise him.

Listen to this story {its super cool}.

It was the first night we arrived in Panama (2 months ago now, whoa!!)
After countless hours of traveling we were exhausted.
We waited at the airport for almost 2 hours for another group that was on a different flight.
Finally they arrived and we left the airport on a YWAM bus.
When we got to our humble abode...Gamboa Union church.

BUT ALAS.

Something was not right.

My leaders Steve and Diane (have been married for only a year) realized that a bag was missing.

We searched high and low.

And it never turned up....

It contained........
their lap top
An external hard drive
A book of quotes they had kept since they met only two years ago.
{It carried all of their best memories!}
And other very valuable things!!

It was succhh a tragedy.

That night and over the next few days we prayed it would turn up at the airport.
Diane remembered setting it down at the airport for a second to hug one of our arriving team, but she doesnt remember seeing it after that.

It was snatched!
NOOO!!

So anyway we prayed and prayed it would show up but we (meaning I) figured it wouldnt since it was stolen. We (I) prayed for a miracle anyway. But we (I) didnt expect too much because our (my) hopes would surely be let up.

A month and a half went by. Steve and Diane never once seemed to stress out too much about the loss of these valuable possessions. Of course it stressed them out a bit, but they were very calm and cool about it. Like they knew God would be faithful {duh}.

At one point they wrote their supporters about the incident and managed to raise enough money for a cheap lap top. A lap top is important for editing photos, storing photos, managing photos...all that..but most importantly for communication back home for prayer needs and family things and to inform supporters of news and you know all that...

SO ANYHOO.

Where was I?

Oh yes... a month and a half went by.

They had their money, but didnt move forward on buying a lap top just yet....

THEN ONE DAY......

Steve recieves an e-mail that goes something along the lines of....

"Dear Steve. Yesterday I bought your lap top at a garage sale in Tennessee. I just wanted to make sure you didnt need anything off of it before I wipe the hard drive...there seems to be a lot of personal files still on it. It is in great condition and I got it for a good price...just wanted to make sure."

YEAH. NO JOKE.
TENNESSEE.

So Steve writes back and being kind as he is replies something along the lines of...

"Dear gracious civil citizen. Thank you for asking. My lap top was stolen from me in Panama about a month and a half ago. I can reimburse you the price you paid and I will take it back, or you can keep it if you need it. Pray and ask God for guidance on the matter"

Couple weeks later the lap top along with all of the other things that were in the back pack show up on the door step at Steve's parents house.
All there.
All in tact.

NO JOKE.

The guy didnt ask for the $200 he spend on the items back.
Just out of the kindness of his heart he had the stuff shipped.
No questions asked.

GOD IS SO FAITHFUL TO ANSWER PRAYER!

I mean seriously.
We didnt think he would ACTUALLY make it show up.
That would be a miracle and miracles dont really happen to ordinary people do they?

HECK YES THEY DO!

What are the chances that some kind man would buy and it care enough to check with steve and then care enough to give it back!

I MEAN REALLY! WHO DOES THAT!?

That stuff really ended in the right hands.
God has his hand on the situation the whole time.

A little faith woulda been nice Cambria.

Prayer really does work.

He provides for the needs of His children.
Steve and Diane's story is a perfect example of this.

I am so happy.
God is so good.

I am on a kick of God's provision right now.
I just read God's Smuggler.
My mom has been trying to get me to read it for like...5 years...and I never have. Seriously I just didnt feel like it for some reason.
But then suddenly when my life is taking a dramatic turn toward missions I suddenly have this urge to read a book about a guy who dedicates his life to missions. Who does God's work. Not only that, Brother Andrew relies on God to provide every single need as a income-less missionary...and God DOES PROVIDE. EVERY TIME.
What a testimony of His faithfulness, hey?

It is my prayer that I can trust God like Steve and Diane and Brother Andrew do with providing needs.
CUZ HE DOES.

Elvis

I love Elvis.
I know this has nothing to do with my blog.
But bear with me.
When i was a wee girl i remember my dad used to sing "Hound Dog"...and other various elvis hits.
I of course thought he was a goof ball and completely wrote off Elvis.
So right now I am sitting checking my e-mails and I have my itunes on shuffle...
AND ELVIS CAME ON!
I had a total rush of nostalgia and I have a stupid grin on my face I cant wipe off now.
"Wise men say....only fools rush in....but I cant help falling in love with you!"

My husband BETTER sing that to me someday :)

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

The Ngöbe (NO-BAY)

Hi F&F (yes I am going to start saying F&F because typing friends and family is far too much work)
How are you?
Good I hope!
I apologize again for taking so long to get another blog up.
I'll try harder
I’m not the best at processing thoughts, I’ve found.
When something awesome happens I want to think about it, but id almost just rather sit and do something that requires no brain power.
I procrastinate thinking…if you will.
Something I am praying will change.
SOON PLEASE

As for me….
I am doing so well.
I cant even begin to explain what I have been through….been able to be a part of...in the last few weeks!

But alas…ill try!

Where do I begin?
Last time I updated I was getting ready to leave to go stay in the Ngobe tribe up in the mountains for 8 days.

The Ngobe people. They are so beautiful. So unique. So quiet and reserved. So unreached and so marginalized. They are agriculturists and are for the most part self-sustained. We went to the indigenous reserve known as the Ngobe Bugle Comarca (For the record Ngobe is spelled with the umlaut like in the title, but I will not put that in every time i spell it :). Anyways... All we really knew on our way was that these people have never really been photographed. Not with permission or professionally. So we drove on a bus for 6 hours to do so….with their permission. After the bus ride we hopped on the back of pick up trucks with make shift seating and ascended into the mountains.
The
Trucks
Looked
Like
This:

We went higher and higher. Above a layer of clouds…and another

The higher we got, the worse the road got…until it was totally unpaved and ridden with holes. Also as we went higher, we got further from tribes who had been exposed to the outside world. We went further than any YWAMer has ever gone before (dun dun dun)

I have never felt more excited for anything in my life as when we were driving up that mountain. That may be a bit of an exaggeration. But seriously. This would be the first time I was doing what I joined this program to do.
Photograph people, but most importantly show them God's love and share with them Jesus' story.
His redemption.
I mean REALLY. Thats what its all about isnt it? Stories. And how God's love and perfect plan and will and grace are intricitly woven throughout every persons life. So not only do I want to share Jesus' story, but mine as a testimony too. And I want to hear the stories of the people I meet. And tell them they are God's child who he loves and wants the best for.
They are redeemed in Him.
They are not alone.
Their stories are important.

Sorry. Tangent.

Anyway....
back to the excitement..
The anticipation was gripping me. Of meeting these people who are so unique and unbelievably gorgeous and sharing the love of God with them. I felt Jesus’ love and sacrifice for these people strongly with each passing minute…every stray Ngobe we passed on the road was beautiful.


Not to mention the scenery. It was incredible. The air was cool…for once. And to think these people live up here in this beautiful place…maybe knowing God and thanking him for the beauty…but many not knowing the sacrifice Jesus made so that they may be free to love and share and hope.

Their cares and worries are so different than anything I have ever thought about…
Ill get to that in a bit.

We arrived at the village we would be staying in Cerra Flores, and met the Ngobe pastor who had invited us to come. His name was Rafael and he had a wife and a 3 week old baby. We were shown our accommodations, a small church with a tin roof and a smooth concrete floor. Then we had a meeting with the pastor and he shared the needs of the Ngobe people with us.

I just want to take a moment to paint a picture of this time. The clouds had settled over the mountain we were residing on. It was incredibly foggy. We had one flashlight shining on the ground as the pastor spoke. As I looked around I couldn’t see 20 feet because of the fog. Then as it got darker….the fireflies started flashing. It was such a sight to behold. The dark outlines of a few trees…thick fog…little flashes of yellow light. There were so many it almost looked as if the clouds had glitter on them and were reflecting some peculiar and indiscernible source of light on us. It was quite the display. I was so taken in. Almost breathless. My heart jumped imagining what God had planned for us in our time here. I could feel his excitement in that moment.

I wrote in my journal: The fog rested silently on our shoulders and the fireflies twinkled in the night. It was a fairy tale.
Yeah. That's how it felt.

When I tuned back in to the conversation (I tend to go off in daydreams and tune out things…leaving me confused…yeah, I’m that person) Rafael was talking….Literally as i tuned back in he said
“The fields are ripe for harvest”.

At this we all sorta gasped.

The quiet night became more silent…it was like we were struck with the fact we were really here…doing something. We could make a difference. He went on to describe his dreams to us around that little source of light. He wants to tell all the Ngobe people the Gospel. He once traveled to “the capital” of the Ngobe tribe called Tugri…about a 2 hour hike away…with his family. When he arrived he asked to enter and was refused because of his purposes of sharing about his religion. and his family waited outside the village for 3 days in the rain with no shelter, and was finally let in. He told many people about Jesus and many people were saved. He is truly a radical and God fearing man, it was so humbling to hear him speak of his passion for Jesus.
Seriously. In those surroundings.
Wow.
He shared with us some important things that night.
We found out that some of the problems that the Ngobe people face.

Poverty.
They have no money….

Can’t legally marry cuz it costs $20. Money they will never have. Men often take multiple wives. They have children very young.

Occult.
Mamatata is what it is called. It is a mixture of many different religions and is very dark. Primarily Animism and Catholicim.

Loss of Culture.
Many of the Ngobe have been exposed to the western world and as a result are losing their culture. Their children are learning the Ngobe language less and less. Alcohol is becoming a problem in more exposed areas. Their quiet reserved spirit is being lost.
Education is in Spanish…and worse...Latin people who have taught them Christianity said they could only worship in Spanish

These are some of the issues we discussed that evening, and as we went to bed that night I think all of us said prayers to ourselves that God would use us to make an impact on these people in this place in this time.

After gazing out the window at the fog and fireflies for a while, i drifted off to sleep.
........

The next morning I woke up just as the sun was rising and took a step outside. It was clear day. And God greeted me with this spectacular display:



I turned around to see the building I had slept in and saw this:

No joke.

And this is the view from where we ate our meals:


After taking in this scenery and having breakfast i met this adorable little girl, a daughter in the family letting us use their kitchen!

Just the beginning of the fabulous people I would meet in the coming days!
As the morning rolled on we discussed our plans for the day. We were going to spend out time meeting people around the village and hearing their stories and praying for them. And so we did just that.

The Ngobe people are VERY quiet. We were told to be quiet, don’t laugh our “American laughs.” HAHA. But seriously.

They are extremely reserved. The most conservative indigenous tribe in Panama. The women wear full-length dresses and the men wear slacks and button ups. They hardly ever smile. It was quite a challenge to smile at a kid and rarely get anything back but a stare. As a matter of fact they often cried at the sight of us white people.

Anyway, we were given permission to take photos so we took some and spent time with locals of Cerra Flores. We als invited the people we met to a church service we would have in the church we stayed in that evening.

The service was to be at 6.
5:00 rolled around and it started pouring rain.
Torrential downpour. It was insane. It didn’t stop either.
At 6 no one showed up and it started getting dark.
So we decided to start worship on our own with the other YWAM team that had come with us (music and worship DTS!).
8:00 the first people arrived. They walked in the rain with babies on their backs and all to meet us!

We got a candle and set in the middle of our circle. It was our only light source as more people started showing up.
Finally we had about 20 Ngobe people including the chief of Cerra Flores! He walked an hour in the rain to meet his visitors.
We had a little service. We sang How Great Thou Art in every language in the room- Ngobe, Spanish, English, Japanese, Korean, German, and Norwegian. It was amazing.
We had a little service where some of us shared our testimonies and some of the villagers did as well. I had an overwhelming feeling the whole time of God’s love. I felt that he was SO pleased with us meeting there and worshiping Him in our mother tongues.
At the end of the service we prayed for all of the people who had come to the service. A couple women recommitted their lives and their families to the Lord.
SO GOOD.
Then another amazing thing happened.
The chief (who is not a Christian) was touched by our little meeting and our passion for Jesus and preserving the unique culture of His people. It was clear as we spoke that we YWAMers were sincerely dedicated to bringing God into their lives in a way that didn’t ruin their culture. He could sense our heart and love for them.
And so he decided to dedicate 15 acres of land to YWAM in the nearby capital Tugri.
Yeah. It was a historic moment in YWAM :)

Overall? It was an amazing night. But things were just beginning.
...

The next day we did a little more local ministry and then later on in the day we were presented with two options. The next 5 days could be spent in Cerra Flores focusing on the villagers there even though most of them have heard the gospel…or we could hike to Tugri to see the land that was donated, pray over it, but most importantly share the love of Jesus with people who haven’t received it. Tugri is a land where no white people have ever been, and the Mamatata cult is the dominating "religion". Without much hesitation we decided to take option 2.

So the next morning we packed as lightly as possible and set out on what would be the most physically challenging thing most of us had ever done. We hiked for nearly 6 hours, mostly uphill, through the mountains. The whole time I kept thinking to myself…God…I am doing this for you and you only. You had better use us in this place we are going or I’m going to be mad. Although, it was beautiful, and I couldn’t help but sing worship songs which made the hike a little easier.

This is where we stopped to eat lunch.

I took this picture there:

The girl has a purse on her head that is holding a 3 week old baby. Yes she hiked exactly like that for 5 hours.

and this is just part of the beautiful hike...
Thats the trail we walked on :)

When we arrived in Tugri we were shown our accommodations. We stayed in a tiny hut, but it was the nicest they had because it had a tin roof and a concrete floor, which was never smoothed out after plopping down the concrete. But I didn’t mind it. There were animals everywhere, no toilet, and a faucet for a shower out in the open. But it was so beautiful so I really didn’t mind.

What we learned over the next few days was that the Ngobe reside mostly in the mountains in western Panama traveling back and forth between Costa Rica and Panama freely. There are Ngobe people scattered all throughout the mountains, they estimate about 20,000 of them I think. What was interesting is we were talking to some of the ladies we met about the Embera people (another Panamanian indigenous tribe that another team is working with that are located in eastern panama) and after talking for a minute we realized they had no idea who we were talking about. They have no concept of any outside world at all besides their own people.
So as you can imagine us photographing them was quite a shock.

Many people didn’t want their photos taken because they had been taught to believe it takes away their soul, and so of course we wouldn’t photograph them.

Many people said yes and then would stare into the camera with the most confused looks. But it was great when I'd show them the photo…that got a smile out of them. It really was about the only way to connect with the language barrier. Show them their picture. Smile, Laugh. Ive always heard laughter is special...for whatever reasons.
I believe it now.
It heals.

Many people would ask why on earth id want to take THEIR photo. Id tell them…its cause you are beautiful. And God loves you and I want the world to know that.

(On a side note we got the names of the people we photographed and their permission to use their photos in a publication if we wanted to.)

While we were in Tugri for those few days I got the opportnity to take photos, but I also got to spend time with pastor Rafael praying for people, and seeing a few people give their lives to the Lord! It was SUCH a blessing.

These are some of the people I met.
Estefan. Had the greatest smile, and cutest giggle. Grandson of the man who owned the land that was donated (he is pictured below as well as his wife)








and another family we met. The mom got the kids all dressed up for us :) they were really shy but so sweet. They loved having their pictures taken. and they were utterly intrigued by us



like in many third world cultures, kids take care of kids as single moms or both parents work in the fields all day.


I love to let kids take pictures of me. They are so delighted and feel so privileged...they say something that i imagine goes like this "really?! I CAN TOUCH IT?!"

Did i mention they carry babies in purses that they hang on their HEADS?!

SO CUTE.

One of the days after going around meeting people and praying we had a meeting with anyone who wanted to come, and translated stories to one another, english to spanish to ngobe, and visa versa.

In some cases Norwegian to English...and so one :)
Jo Yngve from Norway taught us a song in Norwegian

And we got the privledge of seeing a Ngobe traditional dance.


I wont go on too much longer, but the days we spend in Tugri ministering were amazing. That first day and the days that followed had a lot of firsts. Like this dance, it was the first time foreigners saw and video taped this dance. We also got to see a Ngobe “battle” for the first time ever. We recorded Ngobe music for the first time. We wrote and recorded Ngobe worship songs. All they had ever been taught were in Spanish.

Our goal was to emphasize that they must embrace their culture and hold on to it. We stressed that the second they lose their language they lose their culture.
They are going to start schools with classes in Ngobe, Lord willing Ngobe speaking teachers can be found (prayer point!).

We also got to see the land for the YWAM base…it was beautiful:


me and one of the few Ngobe pastors (not Rafael)

Our team praying over the land. The land goes from where we are standing to the evergreen treeline below us.

I'll throw in a picture of Rafael and his baby girl for good measure :)

As we prayed over the land a few people committed to helping get it started.
The 15 acres of land that was donated was originally saved for tourism when a road was put in…so it is prime land. There have been plans to continue the road from cerra flores to Tugri, but it hasn’t happened yet. I am beginning to think they should never build that road.

Why?

When we left the Ngobe in the high mountains (the hike back only took 3 hours cuz it was downhill!) we got a sort of culture shock in the Ngobe village we went to for the medical outreach. There was trash everywhere. Almost no one spoke Ngobe. Many people were very loud. We saw what the road through the village did as western influence overtook their culture. It was so hard for those of us that had spend the time in the mountains.

My heart years to preserve the beautiful traditions and culture of the Ngobe. The people I met up in the mountains will always be close to my heart and in my prayers. Pray for them…that their culture would not be lost. That their language will be preserved.

The medical outreach was not bad by any means. We met up with a team from CT who set up a clinic in a school in the province Cameron Arriba…two hours down the mountain from Cerra Flores (the first village we stayed in)
For three days our team worked alongside them to help organize the patient flow, assist in the Pharmacy, care for children, cook meals for the medical workers, take photos, and pray and love on people. It was quite different yet really awesome to assist a medical team of about 20 (Doctors, Nurses, a Dentist and a Pharmacist) see 2,000 patients in three days!
I do not doubt that God used us there as well as in Tugri and Cerra Flores.
Some photos from the Medical outreach:




All in all the Ngobe experience is something Ill never forget. The smiles. The culture. The unique traits of these wonderful people. God really revealed His heart for his Ngobe children to me and I saw them in a way that made my heart explode with love.
I hope that this entry touched you a little and you could experience some of what I did thru my photos.
Thank you for reading.
Much love and Ngobu Madimiga (God Bless you in Ngobe)
Cambria